Choice is yours
“Are you gone mad? Have you lost your mind?” Christian shouted on call. “You have your responsibilities. You have wife, mom, dad, Mansi & Manvi in your life. You just can’t run away from these many people and from there responsibilities. Are you getting me Vikram?” Christian completed.
Mansi & Manvi are Vikram’s twin daughters and they are now nine years old.
“I am very much in my senses and I know what I am going to do.” Vikram said. “I have lived enough for them so far but now, I wanted to live my life. I wanted to live for myself and for my happiness.”
“You wanted to live for yourself and for your own happiness?” Christian said & scoff. “Dude you should have thought about all this before you have given birth to all these responsibilities.”
“I know and even I did so, but at that point of time getting married was right option and undoubtedly Shilpa is gorgeous, capable in every aspect and a perfect woman. When I saw her, the inner male in me dominated the gay in me.”
“You know Vikram, your fight with yourself have brought everybody in trouble. You wanted to sail in two boats, which is practically not possible.”
“Christian, I need you at this point of life, I really need you. I want you in my life back and for you only I have filled divorce with Shilpa. I have disclosed about myself to my family.”
“Stop it Vikram, whatever you have done is not for me it is for your own sake and for your own sex desires. You know yourself how hungry you are for sex. Every human knows about its sex appetite and so you too. Don’t put it on my head.”
“But you only gave me option either I choose you or Shilpa.”
“Vikram! I gave you that option eight months back. I was expecting your response to it within a month. If you remember I have already gave you timeline when I was expecting your response.”
“Yeah I know I took long to respond you…”
“Long? Very long.” Christian said, “and I just can’t wait for lifetime for you.”
“But it was your mistake, and because of which I was not able to take decision. I always wanted you in my life. I love you.”
“Did you just say that it was my mistake? What was my mistake? Where I lagged Vikram?”
“Do you remember I came to your home and waited outside the door for half hour and you did not opened the door.”
“Oh! Just shut up. That day you were not there out-side my home. I was in my room, suffering from fever and Rohit was there with me. Rohit open the door twice to check whose there outside when you called me but you were not there. Stop lying.”
“I was there that day….” Vikram said.
“Shut up!” Christian shouted stopping Vikram in between.
“Christian, can you please forgive me for that day?”
“Forgiven... but I will never forget what you have done to me on the next day. Do you remember Vikram, what you did to me on its next day?”
“Yeah, I remember, I fought with you and left you...”
“Ah! Ah! It was not that simple as you have quoted. Let me remind you know. You came to my house after office, it was 5th May. You were in white shirt and coffee brown trouser with your executive bag. We were sitting on sofa in living room and you asked me where I was yesterday. I told you that I was at home and even I told you Rohit was also there with me as I was suffering from fever. He was here to look after for me. Even on that day, also I was not completely well. But you did not trust me and broke up with me. You left me crying there without caring about the fact that I am not well, we have spent lots of passionate moments and without caring about all the time we have spent together in past 6 months, you simply took your bag and headed to bus stop and from there you boarded the bus and never turned back. You left me shattered that day. I was waiting for you whole night at that bus stop. You know Vikram, I was not even wearing footwear when I ran to stop you. I did not eat anything that night and I was suffering from fever.” Christian said with weeping throat and wipe his eyes. “Next morning Rohit and Jay came searching for me, and they find me at bus stop. They took me home. They console me and made me understand what has happened was nightmare and forget about it. They bring me to eat and then they stayed with me for next four days leaving their jobs.”
“I am really sorry Christian. I am really guilty for what I have done….”
“And you know then on sixth day you re-appeared in my life. Apologize and wanted to come back in my life but till that day my feeling for was all dead. And therefore, I gave you option either you choose me or Shilpa, where choice is yours.” Christian said stopping Vikram halfway without caring about what he was trying to explian. “But now, you do not have that option as well. We can be friends but I can’t go in relationship with you rather I can’t even think about it.”
“But I have filled divorce and disclosed to my family for you. I need you Christian.”
“Vikram, pull off your mask and look at your real face. You already have responsibility. Moreover, now I don’t want you in my life. I got my partner and please don’t call me ever again.” Christian said & disconnected the call.
